People say have no regrets don't look back, you only live once etc etc etc. I mean, how do we know we only live once? Anyway that doesn't matter. What i trying to say is fuck that don't look back shit. I'm content to dwell on the things that have gone wrong in my life and the things I've missed out on. And what could have been with some things, well I always wonder what could have been, and look deep inside myself to see where I went wrong. Or look at other people in disbelief and wonder "How could have they done that?" Not only things that have happened to me or been done to me, but in life in general.
My point is theres nothing wrong with dwelling on the past or wondering where you went wrong or what could have been. Theres also nothing wrong with being psyched on life and not looking back (although i said fuck it, I didn't mean it doesn't have its place for some people) either. I wish i could be psyched on life and everything like that. But i can't. I haven't been truly happy ever I don't think and I'm not whining about it, Its just a fact.
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