I've been reading Henry Rollins' "Do i come here often?" a lot lately. Something that really got to m was how he talks about in order to get his work done and do what he needs/wants to do he cant be in a relationship. Sex, women, relationships they all come second, third, last.

I'd love to be like that and just concentrate on my goal but the truth is i WANT to share out my time. I wanna be there for my girlfriend or whatever. I just hope no one ever asks me to choose between my life goals and them.

My sleeps been fucked up recently. Some nights I sleep 12 hours wake up, eat breakfast and hang around for a bit then go back to sleep during the day. Other nights I can't get to sleep for 5 hours and when i do I'm drifting in and out.

I might go sleep now.